So it's that time of the year again. You know that happy, jolly, merry TIME! Yeah right! I swear that being married with children sucks at Christmas. Don't get me wrong I love my kids and my husband too but for goodness sakes, could he complicate things anymore than he is right now?? Here's the story:
My grandma passed away 3 weeks ago today. My mom is taking it really hard. In all of the years passed I've either lived with her or spent the night Christmas Eve night. So ever since my son has been alive she has shared Christmas morning with him and this is my daughters first Christmas. So my husband thinks it's a great year to take that away from her. I don't think it's because he cares about this whole "tradition" thing like he's letting on, I think it's more of he doesn't want to hurt anyone's feelings in his family.
I don't even know why I let myself get upset at anything he says. But he says I'm stupid for not wanting to give my kids christmas.....I love my kids. More than life. So why am I letting some stupid thing he said bother me so badly. I mean I do want to stay here Christmas morning but I can't justify in my heart doing that to my mom.
